4.28.2005
ahahahahay!! xD amazing!!
alix | 10:28:00 PM
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ang sama sama ng panaginip koooooo... wanna know what it was??
anu daw... anu daw... gf na daw nya!!!!! x/ tas parang he hid it from me... tas sinabi nya nlng thru chat, and kasama pa barkada nun...
iyak daw ako ng iyak...
ay anlabo, as if i care kung maging sila. never no! x/
alix | 10:23:00 PM
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i hate life...
alix | 6:11:00 PM
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i hate life...
alix | 6:11:00 PM
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4.21.2005
is it possible to fall for another person? while i'm still falling for you?
alix | 12:38:00 PM
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4.18.2005
ahuy, going away doesn't do you any good... it'll just make you weak, baaahhh...
alix | 7:40:00 PM
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homicidal maniac daw ako... amp...
alix | 7:27:00 PM
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panu ba un even?
alix | 12:15:00 PM
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4.14.2005
i feel for you,
you know i truly love you
in my heart and in my soul
you are my love you are my own..
[tama bah?]
alix | 1:11:00 AM
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4.13.2005
Come up to meet you, Tell you I’m sorry, You don’t know how lovely you are
I had to find you, Tell you I need you, Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, And ask me your questions, Aww let’s go back to the start
Runnin’ in circles, [sounds like] Comin’ our tails, Heads on the science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Aww take me back to the start
I was just guessin’, At numbers and figures, Pullin’ the puzzles apart
Questions of science, Science and progress, Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, Come back to haunt me, Oh when I rush to the start
Runnin’ in circles, [sounds like] Chasin’ our tails, Comin’ back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Aww It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I’m goin’ back to the start
alix | 11:52:00 PM
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shit, i had to delete some of my posts... taena, how cruel this world can be!!! shit... pero di ko kayang idelete ung ibah, mabisto na kung mabibisto... the hell with it!! x/
alix | 11:30:00 PM
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o mahy... have to edit some of my posts!! x/ bka mamaya may makakilala sakin... lagot nah!! rahr...
alix | 11:06:00 PM
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sana pag binabasa mo na toh, nandito ka na, at ako na tinitibok nyang puso mo...
alix | 1:31:00 AM
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wag kang lalayo, wag kang aalis... kaya nga ito'y aking tinago, di kayang ika'y lumayo, pagbigyan mo ako, kahit kaunting panahon ako'y papasukin sa iyong puso, gagawin ko lahat, para lang ito'y tumibok, at ito'y mahalin ako...
*bow
alix | 1:26:00 AM
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edi kung kilala mo na ko, alam mo narin nararamdaman ko para sayo...
alix | 1:21:00 AM
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kilala mo na ba ako?
alix | 1:21:00 AM
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ngaun ko lang napansin... ang taliwas ng mga sinasabi ko dito... hahaha!!
alix | 12:22:00 AM
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4.12.2005
helloo!!!!!!! mwahaha, kilala mo ako?
alix | 11:39:00 PM
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how can you even say i love you?
how can you have the guts to say that?
alix | 2:24:00 AM
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love took me by the hand...
love took me by surprise..
it took me by the hand, and left me falling head first to the ground
alix | 2:06:00 AM
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sya.
sya.
sya.
sya.
sya.
sya.
sya.
puro sya...
kelan magiging ako!?
putres!
alix | 1:41:00 AM
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you set me free...
alix | 1:25:00 AM
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you've seen my secret garden,
where all of my flowers grow...
alix | 12:40:00 AM
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...without you
alix | 12:22:00 AM
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i'm completely incomplete...
alix | 12:20:00 AM
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4.08.2005
lonely hearts never cease to cry...
alix | 12:42:00 AM
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4.07.2005
ang tagal ng oras...
alix | 11:17:00 PM
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isa kang, whuttiz... hahaha!!!!
ULOL!!! nyahahaha!!! xD
alix | 11:15:00 PM
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get some out of me,
lose them one by one
'till i'm the only one left.
tell me you need me,
or i'll be out of here..
say that you love me,
or i'll bleed myself to death.
yes, i am addicted
i never deny that
i'm addicted to you
so obssesed with your love.
give me a reason to stop
i can't seem to find a reason to.
how tormenting it is,
but oh how i am in extacy...
i just can't help loving you,
i just can't help needing you,
i'm addicted to you,
obssesed with your touch...
alix | 11:02:00 PM
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see me as i am
not what you want me to be,
i'm never that kind of girl,
i'm never like her.
she and i are different
don't expect me to be as good
or as bad as she is,
i am my own,
never was i a duplicate.
see me as i am,
because if i was her,
i won't be inlove with you
like i am now...
alix | 10:57:00 PM
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shadows
grief taints my flesh,
as i lie naked on the cold floor.
shadows surround me
almost swallowing me whole.
though i care not
for you have left me so
unmoving, barely seeing,
through the thick tears that dried up.
my heart has been seized,
my soul captured admist the shadows that is you
take me back the love
that you graciously stole
i need id back so badly
coz with out it i'm lost.
the shadows, it haunts me so
touching me, burning me,
as it engulfs me whole.
seeking though the dark
as i hold onto my last breath,
i saw you,
then i just gave it up all...
alix | 10:51:00 PM
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4.05.2005
I wake up in the morning,
Put on my face.
The one thats gonna get me,
Through another day.
Doesn't really matter,
How I feel inside.
This life is like a game sometimes...
Then you came around me,
The walls just disappeared.
Nothing to surround me,
To keep me from my fears
I'm unprotected
See how I've opened up
You've made me trust
Cuz I've never felt like this before
I'm naked... around you
Does it show?
You see right through me
And I can't hide
I'm naked... around you
And it feels so right...
I'm trying to remember
Why I was afraid
To be myself
And let the..... covers fall away
Guess I never had
Someone like you
To help me fit
In my skin
Cuz I've never felt like this before
I'm naked
Around you
Does it show?
You see right through me
And I can't hide
I'm naked
Around you
And it feels so right
I'm naked
Oh oh yeah
Does it show?
Yeah, I'm naked
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh oh
I'm naked around you
Does it show?
I'm so naked around you
And I can't hide
You're gonna, you're gonna see right through.......
You're gonna see right through...
Oh yeah
I’m naked around you
And I can't hide.........
Your gonna see right through baby...
alix | 3:30:00 PM
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mashado nga akong naniwalang mahalmo ako... haha, mashdo... di dapat labis, masama lagi un...
alix | 3:32:00 AM
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ganyan ka namn eh,
alix | 3:31:00 AM
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kasi, hindi ako katulad ng ibang tao dyan na iiwan ang mga kaibigan, ipagpapalit sila sa taong mas mahal nya...
alix | 3:29:00 AM
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hindi mababawi ang lahat ng iyon sa sorry... hindi un babawi! hindi mahihilom ang sugat sa puso ko s isang sorry. hindi titigil ang iyak sa isang sorry. sinasabi mong mahal mo ako, bat ginagainto mo ako? ang pagmamahal ba sayo ay ang pagpapaiyak mo?> ang pagsakit mo? un ba ang pagmamahal sau? isa nanamang gabi na iiwan mo ko, umiiyak..
alix | 3:21:00 AM
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pinaiiyak mo nanaman ako, bakit bah, lagi nalang...parati nalang akong umiiyak dahil sayo. sabi ko ayoko na, pero bakit hanggang ngaun di parin tumitigil ang pagtulo ng luha ko para sayo, dahil sayo.
alix | 3:15:00 AM
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wala ka kwenta alex, isa kang DUWAG!! haha, you don't deserve him, he doesn't deserve anyone who is a coward,
alix | 2:53:00 AM
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sakit, patama bah? nyahaha!
alix | 2:52:00 AM
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someday we'll know, why i wasn't meant for you...
alix | 2:49:00 AM
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may word bang sinisimsim? haha, pauso ka naman eh!
alix | 2:48:00 AM
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masakit man isipin,
pero kailang kong gawin.
di ko man ito kakayanin,
di ko rin naman kaya tong pilitin.
lahat nalang ay kinikimkim,
puso ko'y parang dinidiin
ng pako, palalim, ng palalim...
di kayang tiisin,
pasakit na iyong sinisimsim,
paano na, aking damdamin,
di naman kayang paliliin,
dahil kahit saan ito pumili
lagi naman itong nagiging sawi..
alix | 2:36:00 AM
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how you torment me so...
alix | 2:32:00 AM
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bakit ganun ka, di kita maintindihan, never kita naintindihan...
alix | 12:11:00 AM
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